Separate again...

We had to say goodbye today again... My heart and my mind are empty. I can't concentrate on anything and all i do is to remember our time together. How many times in this life we'll have to say goodbye like today? I have no idea.All i know is that i miss him. I miss his hugs and kisses,the smell of his skin and the taste of his lips. I feel somehow incomplete. Even the radio is against me playing some stupid song that matches me perfectly.
I am supposed to get ready for France. How can i do that when all i think about is him? He's on the way home,trying to sleep a bit in an unconfortable bus. A long way to his home where he will feel like i do. An empty shell ready to give it's life just to see the other again. I saw the bus leaving today,i saw his eyes full of tears, saying "Come with me!" i wish i could do that. I wish i could stop the bus from taking the one one i love. But i can't. I'm powerless against life and things we both have to do. His exam,my scholarship, his new job,my second university. And still we have plans and dreams together. We plan to visit eachother as fast as possible. We plan to have a great summer together with lots of fun. I hope we can make all our dreams true.
God when love finds you,it's impossible to get away. I'm still wondering what he did to me. How can i love someone like this? Me? I always said i can survive without a boyfriend. The same me that 6 months ago saw life only in black and white,living in a world divided in 2: me and the rest. Now i have colors around me. I can see love and i found him.
All i know is that life isn't perfect. If he was close to me,maybe our famillies wouldn't agree with us,maybe we would have different problems and we couldn't be happy. Now,we have all: everyone is happy for us,we are happy,we believe we match damn good,but the distance is ruining everything. Our precious little world is ruined when we have to say goodbye. I hate to do that. Separate again...