one of the best!

I don't know if it is because of my love for Italy or for my love for Tuscany. I don't know if it is the perfume of that region or the people who live there. All i know is that i am in love. I am in love with that beautiful place on Earth. I am sure there are better locations, but if i ever want to live my live somewhere and be in peace and quiet i know i want to be there.
recently i saw the movie "Under the Tuscan sun" and i fell in love even more. It is a must see just because it is connected so much to the Italian spirit. Sons and daughters of the Roman Gods, the Italians are warm and intelligent. I think that there is no other nation which can grow chefs since they are 4-5 years old. Everyone there knows how to cook healthy and respects nature and everything this one offers.
I fell for the subject of the movie and for the symbols i discovered watching it. Since than i re-watched parts of it for maybe 10-20 times and i must admit i can't get it out of my mind.
It made me cry many times and it made me think that until now i haven't achieve my purpose in life. I didn't succeed in more than just school and i wonder if somewhere inside me there can be something i can use to live my life.
I like a lot of things, but most of all i like to talk to people. To listen to them and try to find the best advices i have. Among my friends i feel like a shrink most of the time. Everyone comes to me to ask advices while i don't have much experience.
And i also like to write. Put down words that flow into my mind. I guess it would be ten times easier to do it in my own language, but even so, i prefer a language people can understand. Who knows how many mistakes i made in my text? Who knows if i am any good at it?
But i look around. And i see sad people. people who wanted to become something and in the end they became something else. I see people who would love to do what they like but most of them had to choose a different way.
I love to travel and write about it. I love to cook and see people smiling because my food tastes good. I love to learn about traditions and respect them as facts.
Isn't that the best? Isn't the life worth nothing if all you did was to stay behind a desk and do paper work? Isn't it a waste to always look at pictures and wish to go in places where you will never go?
Tuscany is a goal for me. It stands on my "to do" list and it will never go unless i do it. And i will because i want to see my dreams come true... Seeing is believing! Right?