a doua zi de Craciun

A doua zi de Cracun la mine acasa e ca la orice roman.Ma duc in vizita la cunoscuti,rude,etc. Mananc de rup si la ce-mi ajuta? Poate cel mult sa ma mai ingras cu vreo 2-3 kg si nimic in plus. Noroc de mine ca functioneaza bunul simt si daca vreau nu mananc decat strictul necesar. Faza e ca daca ma duc la mai multe persoane intr-o singura zi trebuie sa gust de la toti cate ceva pentru ca exista o sansa foarte mare ca acele persoane sa se supere,si nu as vrea asta.
Asa ca prefer sa nu mai mananc acasa decat strictul necesar si atat.Iti poti imagina ca pana si prietenul meu a zis ca romanii mananca mult de Craciun.In Olanda nu se obisnuieste asa ceva decat la noi e posibil sa manaci peste tot pe unde te duci si zau ca e aiurea. Da' chiar nimeni nu intelge ca nu mai poti sa duci atata mancare? /:| in fine asta e Craciunul la noi...

Ignorance...

I was crossing the street yesterday...and i just began to analyze people around me. No one was looking to the other next to him. Some of them were walking fast,some very slow,some didn't even notice the light was green,some just hit the other in their hurry to get to the other side of the road. I can judge them by their walking. The ones that walked fast are used to get what they want in life. They work their best and they want everything fast.The ones that walked slow,were or old or just tired of the day to day life.Maybe they just got tired,maybe they just finished a tiring work and very bored they were going back to their houses. The ones that ignored the green light had their mind full of worries and all kind of thoughts. They just forgot where they are,maybe trying to solve problems in their mind.The very hurried ones just had no time. 24 hours are maybe not enough for them so their life is a total chaos. They have to go very fast from one place to the other to make their life better... Everyone of us has his life. One thing connects us: ignorance... We tend to solve our own problems and to forget the others. No one will ask you if you need some help. No one will ask if your life is good or bad...That's life after all...I am like that too.I simply don't care sometimes.I just have my own things to do.I also cross the street very fast,or very slow,or just don't see the green light. After all life is like a street.Everyone has it's own way to pass it. The tall ones cross over,the small ones cross under and the stupid ones just hit it...

Should i love?

It's hard to find someone to really love. And when you do, you feel something changing inside you. You don't think only about you as you did before.Your mind splits in half,and the other one takes it's part in your mind like he's the original owner.
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.They melt and they tend to become just one.
But didn't anyone asked me if i want to love? Did anyone hated the love? Sometimes i do... Why? Cause it hurts too much. I fear too much love sometimes...To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.Maybe i am 3 parts dead. I am a walking zombie in the living world.
There's an evolutionary imperative why we give a crap about our family and friends. And there's an evolutionary imperative why we don't give a crap about anybody else. If we loved all people indiscriminately, we couldn't function.Loving the one next to you more then the rest is only natural. And still...i fear love.
Is there even a medicine for that? No...it can't be.Cause love is like a drug,once you've tasted it,you become dependent and you can't just give up on it. All i like is when the other loves you back. To love and to be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. It feels damn good,and this feeling makes me warm and safe. At least my imagination thinks like that.Maybe that's not even real,but there's a lot to be said for self-disillusionment when it comes to matters of the heart.
Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.I want to do that. To love without asking myself any other stupid questions like "Should i love?","What is love actually?" and so on...
Maybe love is just a disease,but there is no remedy for love but to love more. Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence,and i try to do that. Go with the flow,which is perfect. We can only learn to love by loving that's the perfect medicine...

How does the friendship smells?

It's good to have friends. They say "Go through your phone book, call people and ask them to drive you to the airport. The ones who will drive you are your true friends. The rest aren't bad people; they're just acquaintances"...I never tried that but it seems like a good idea. You can also make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you.
Maybe we try to hard to seem the best and to attract people around us like a flower does with the honey bees. Trying to understand people might have much better effect on your life then just talking and not doing anything. People are not interested in words,all they care about is what you do. Help your friends when they need someone. Else people will just ignore you...and don't wait for any invitation from them. You just have to go and ask.The simple fact that you are interested is good.
Also don't try to hide the truth.A good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute. He may not seem such a good friend after telling.But still you have to try. As we all know,truth hurts,but it's better then hiding it.I'm the kind of person that always tells what's wrong,and i usually see that people don't like that. They tend to ignore me after that or they just get upset on me saying i'm not a good friend.But why shouldn't i tell to my friend:"Hey,this pants don't fit you!" then to let it go like that on the street where everyone can see that? I still say what i think,even if that is not always appreciated.
But this friendship thing has its own bad parts. People always change like the color of a fruit and it happens that sometimes you can't even recognize a person you thought you knew. Have no friends not equal to yourself is also something we should do. People always tend to compare themselves with the others around. I don't think we should do that. Each of us has his way in life. We all were born with a meaning.Others become directors, presidents, owners of big businesses,and the others stay in the normal world as simple employers. So what? We all all part of the same world,that seems to ruin sometimes.
My mother used to say that there are no strangers, only friends you haven't met yet. And maybe she's right...Maybe world is full of friends,and their smell is everywhere around us. Maybe i smell as a friend too. After all,how does the friendship smells?

THIS I LOVE

And now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
But then it seems that I
Had seen it in her eyes.

And it might not be wise
I'd still have to try
With all the love I have inside
I can't deny

I just can't let it die
Cause her heart's just like mine
And she holds her pain inside

So if you ask me why
She wouldn't say goodbye
I know somewhere inside

There is a special light
Still shining bright
And even on the darkest night
She can't deny

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes

No matter how I try
They say it's all a lie
So what's the use of my
Confessions to a crime
Of passions that won't die
In my heart

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive

I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes

And now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
It just might be that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And now it seems that I
Gave up my ghost of pride
I'll never say goodbye

Noul lor album e pe piata...de pe 23 noiembrie 2008...S-a muncit enorm la acest album inca de prin 1993 si iata ca lansarea a avut in cele din urma loc. Este primul album de studio dupa "The Spagetti Incident" din 1993 si prima lansare de studio dupa lansarea volumurilor I si II "Use Your Illusion" din septembrie 1991.
Melodii excelente ca "Chinese Democracy" sau "This is Love" isi gasesc loc pe acest album,care se spune este prima parte a unei trilogii.
Albumul este interzis in Republica Chineza,pe motivu ca intoarce o sageata impotriva sistemului comunist,facand referire la despotismul lui Falun Gong. Albumul a avut vanzari de 261.000 de copii in prima saptamana de la lansarea lui pe piata.
Guns au trecut prin multe incercarii de-a lungul timpului,in 1998 ea fiind alcatuita din: Rose, Finck, Stinson si Freese. In anul 2000 Rose a angajat chitaristul Buckethead si bassistul Brian Mantia pentru a-l inlocui pe Freese,pentru ca la finele lui 2000 Finck sa se alature formatiei ca cel de-al treilea chitarist.
La 1 ianuarie 2001 Guns'n Roses au avut primul concert live la "House of Blues" in Las vegas. Au mai urmat cateva concerte,iar in anul 2002 pe data de 29 august formatia si-a facut aparitia a MTV Music Awards unde a cantat live una din vechile melodii "Madagascar" in fata unui public in plin extaz.
In data de 14 decembrie 2006 formatia a facut un anunt pe siteul oficial,oprind restul de concerte din turneu,pentru a termina inregistrarile la "Chinese democracy". Conform cu publicatia "New York Times" albumul a costat 13 milioane $, fiind cea mai mare investitie facuta vreodata.
Investite imensa sau nu,albumul se doreste a fi un mare succes...

Does anyone believe?

Well...I did! I believed in Santa when i was a child. I think we all did. The only idea is that after we find out he's not real,we still tend to believe. After some time,anyone forgets that we were once small,and for a child Christmas time means everything. I remember myself waiting for Santa like he could bring me the Moon or the Sun. I was waiting for hours and hours by night,even if i was 4-5 years old,i tried to keep myself awake just to see him.
Now i'm thinking that i don't even know what he was for me. If he was alive,an angel,a fairy, something real or the product of my imagination. All i know is that he was dressed in red and white,he was fat and very lovely with children like me.This is the image i saw on TV. Was it even real? Is this real Santa,or just the invention of some clever American guy to sell his Cola around the world?
Even so,he was the example of love and honesty, for him i was trying my very best not to upset my parents the whole year,just to receive a small present they could afford to buy. And usually i got it. But after i found out Santa was always my familly, it wasn't that fun anymore. I had to join them to shopping,the element of surprise was gone, i had to decorate my Christmas Tree and all this just because i had to grown up. I Knew who Santa was for real...
Honestly, i still think he exists somehow. They say in every story you can find a track of reality,so i hope he was real somewhere in the past. Even if he was not romanian, and he was from northern Europe, i still think he's real. Now more then ever...
Last year i wished to find the right guy for me, and it seems something happened somewhere... At the moment i think i found him. Maybe is just my immagination,maybe i trust him too much,maybe he has his bad parts,or maybe he's just not the one for me,but i feel like this year on Christmas i will be happy somehow.
So, does anyone else believes?