Does anyone believe?

Well...I did! I believed in Santa when i was a child. I think we all did. The only idea is that after we find out he's not real,we still tend to believe. After some time,anyone forgets that we were once small,and for a child Christmas time means everything. I remember myself waiting for Santa like he could bring me the Moon or the Sun. I was waiting for hours and hours by night,even if i was 4-5 years old,i tried to keep myself awake just to see him.
Now i'm thinking that i don't even know what he was for me. If he was alive,an angel,a fairy, something real or the product of my imagination. All i know is that he was dressed in red and white,he was fat and very lovely with children like me.This is the image i saw on TV. Was it even real? Is this real Santa,or just the invention of some clever American guy to sell his Cola around the world?
Even so,he was the example of love and honesty, for him i was trying my very best not to upset my parents the whole year,just to receive a small present they could afford to buy. And usually i got it. But after i found out Santa was always my familly, it wasn't that fun anymore. I had to join them to shopping,the element of surprise was gone, i had to decorate my Christmas Tree and all this just because i had to grown up. I Knew who Santa was for real...
Honestly, i still think he exists somehow. They say in every story you can find a track of reality,so i hope he was real somewhere in the past. Even if he was not romanian, and he was from northern Europe, i still think he's real. Now more then ever...
Last year i wished to find the right guy for me, and it seems something happened somewhere... At the moment i think i found him. Maybe is just my immagination,maybe i trust him too much,maybe he has his bad parts,or maybe he's just not the one for me,but i feel like this year on Christmas i will be happy somehow.
So, does anyone else believes?