duminică, 13 septembrie 2009

subway...


It's for sure that life is like a subway...We need to get from point A to point B.Like a subway we do that without asking questions. Without thinking why we do it and if it will help us in our life somehow. We live our lives on the surface of the ground but we act like we are underground. We don't look around anymore,and if we do there is nothing much to see.Sad people,in a hurry to earn some money,fighting on a stupid subject, giving orders.
We forgot how to have fun. And when we do it,we tent to not care about the one next to us. Each of us has a certain amount of liberty,until it touches the one next to us. But we forget about the responsibility most of the time.We all know our rights but we forget our duties.
The subway we are is slow or fast, slim or fat, colored or not, happy or sad, more or less moral, but in fact we all come from the same source. Our parents,our education,society. We each have multiple stops and we rarely intersect with the others. The stations are crowded or not, there are friends next to us or not, or people who have the same ideas.
But in the end we all tend to be alone. We are all as selfish as the one next to us, and we all care only about our own happiness and we are able to do unimaginable things to achieve our purposes.
On my subway it says direction unknown. I don't know where i come from,which was my point A and neither where i go,where is my point B. If i feel the need i stop,else i go. The only fuel i need is the love of the people i have around me. Love,appreciation,trust,care, attention and most of all unity.
I barely feel all those,and when it happens i speed up. The level of my fuel is high and i can accomplish many things. But then,there are moments when i lack something or everything, and than the tunnel where i run crushes in front of me and i struggle to find an exit.
Lines appear from nowhere targeting my self trust and my self confidence but i try my best to keep my original way. As hard as it is, with enough changing of direction but i still try to stay on my track. And if i did it till now,from mow on it won't be that hard anymore. I grew up,i added more wagons behind me, with more life experience,more stops where i added people in my life. Some of them went off in time, and all i carry now are just a few friends some of them forgot me,but if i talk to them they will talk back with their usual smile on their face.
One person i feel i didn't choose right.Time will tell me if i did a good thing or not. My sub is opened for everyone that wants to get in,to settle in my heart and in my mind. there are enough seats and in life i think i will get even more.
The experiences i gained help me to choose the right turn,to think before i act and to be able to give advices to friends i see. And even to other subs that just pass before me and by mistake we intersect.
I do feel like a subway in my life with no exact end and no exact stops...

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